My relationship to God is sexual…
Let me start by saying, I no longer personify the divine. HOWEVER.. if I WERE going to personify divinity, I wouldn’t see God as a man, and I certainly wouldn’t see God as a judgmental father figure type..
IF I were going to personify divinity, then I’d label that energy as God AND Goddess…
And for a long time after I deconstructed patriarchal Christianity, this became my new belief. Divinity came to me in the form of God and Goddess, Father Cosmos and Mother Earth.. and my relationship with these entities felt incredibly parental…
But there has been another shift.
The more I played with erotic embodiment, the more I released the shame I learned to carry around my sexual energy and expression, the more I realized…
God and Goddess are not mother and father…
They are MOMMY and DADDY 😈
They celebrate your wildest, most expressed sexuality.
They WANT you to experience pleasure, joy, bliss, and ecstasy… in fact, they LOVE it when you let yourself lean back and surrender to pleasure
When you let life make love to you
When you trust in them to guide you
When you let yourself be open, loose, and FREE
When you celebrate existence… and let existence celebrate you
When you flow with the rhythms of creation
They cheer for your orgasmic bliss
They applaud your cosmic expansion
The energy of creation IS sexual energy
It’s the same force
So, while I no longer visualize divinity in human form… I recognize my relationship to that energy IS sexual in nature
Because sex IS nature
So… can you relax, lay back, and let God fuck you?